Cik P dtg lagi

Yup.... it's not my time yet....

'Cargas' and Positif

Hari ni mahu 'cargas' dan positif !!! 

Terima kasih 'ayah', mumu (atas kasih sayang korang) serta rakan2 bloggers yg memberi sokongan  :)

I want to feel nothing

Tanda2 nak period mcm dh muncul... jerawat kat dahi (selalu sebijik je,.. ni 3-4 bijik) ... expected period day is Wed, 4/4/12.. haish.. lagi 2 hari je ni... Tapi sakit2 belakang blm muncul lg..

Everyday I recited doa Nabi Zakaria.. sampai dah hapal.... dgn harapan kali ni Allah perkenankan doa.... Nervous > takut mengharap > takut sedey ... :(

My last UPT was back in 2010. I stopped the test to avoid being sad ... and feeling like such a loser.. each time i saw the 1-BFN line.....

In a week i must confront my fear... either when my period eventually come... or if still no period by 13/4 , take the UPT at LPPKN..

I want to feel nothing................... but i know it's impossible......